Thursday, 27 February 2014

Fatigued

Dear Diary,

A storm rages outside, and Ronulus and I are tucked safely inside, beyond the reach of the tempest (or so it seems). I am tired. Today has been a long day. Busking, researching, finding citations. Tomorrow will be even longer: writing the first draft of my EMA (not that anybody cares).

The Children of Starwood is on-hold while I finish Zenobia.

The Inca civilisation is really fascinating: far more than one may realise. They are not as interesting or venerable than the Maya, but they are of great interest to me.

Tuesday, 25 February 2014

Take 'em all on!

Ever Dearest Diary,

Well, today has been a weird day. Firstly I discovered how to make a little money, lawfully, although it will take a little while to get used to buying and selling stuff on-line. Then Draan came round. We went to see an old friend (Mr.X) and I got on to the subject of the big-guy-upstairs. I was mercilessly torn to pieces in argument whilst simultaneously being so beyond each of their respective understanding of the subject matter (history, archaeology, epistemology) that these uneducated savants stood no chance against Maxy. What a debate though. Mr.X was voiciferous and forceful in his assertion, Cyborg was more calm and collected, the other guy there had an opinion directly opposed to mine own. I took 'em all on. Fcuk it. I managed to 'shoot down' Mr.X numerous times from his lack of understanding of the subject matter (archaeology) and I am well chuffed with that.

In other news I have one *bitch* of an essay to write. I want to focus on unspoken communication and music, but the Don says I must focus on archaeology instead. Oh well, I will just have to tow the line. After all the course is World Archaeology. I can't wait to sign up for A340 Roman Archaeology. Even so, I am woefully behind on my Latin. Must catch up, quick!

Spider sign in the stars (Asteroid 407)

Dearest Diary,

Virtually nobody reads this blog, because nobody cares. Plain and simple. This is a fact.

I have recently cast off the shackles of criminals of various varieties: thieves, dealers, thugs. I also passed up an opportunity to form a new band recently. My heart is not in reggae.

In the course of my ethnoastronomical inquiery I have unearthed considerable facts about the nature of metaphysics. Due to some sense of subtly communicated messages (via a Knighted blues musician) I am unable to share my findings with anyone other than the academic community: of which I am barely a part of, certainly on the fringes, and ever shall be kept at an arms length. People fear what they do not understand.

The symbol of the lonely ones is centred on a spider...

Friday, 21 February 2014

Gung Fu is godless

Ever Dearest Diary,

It's a lovely cold fresh sunny morning, with hardly a cloud in the sky, and certainly only hope and faith in mine heart. I've run out of supplies and am down to my last tea-bag. I do have half a loaf of bread left, and am trying to quit smoking.

Gung Fu stole the keys to my apartment. Each time I've come home, the door has been unlocked. Food, cigarettes, candles have gone missing. I don't care; but, I've locked the front door (Woody Allen out of Bananas style!) and secured the back. Ronulus stays on guard, attracting attention as he barks, while Gung Fu tries to break in. When he comes round, I will tell him to give the key back. When he gets stressy, I'll shut the window, when he gets heavy, I'll just call the authorities.

He said, "I knew everything their is to know about being in the Army at the time I learned to walk." (He wouldn't have the first clue about drill, working as part of a team, charlie and delta fire-teams, I.A. drills, anything) He also says theirs a 1,000 bytes in a mega-byte. He really doesn't know anything, yet he thinks he does. He is like the Emperor Gallienus, but worse. His homeless mates all fight and steal, they are untrustworthy (Justin, Saemus and Hannibal) and Gung Fu is due to be evicted soon, which should be fun. I warned him if he didn't get his rent paid, they will throw him out. That was six months ago. It has now reached the point of no return.

I cast off the shackles of his "friendship" (and many other people) to prefer instead, to Learn, and to Live, in a manner befitting an Alumnus. Not a petty thief or a violent gangster, but an Enlightened soul.

Stay On the Flex.

Max.

Thursday, 20 February 2014

I bemoan the wounds of Fortune (Carl Orff) Verum est, quod legitur...

Fortune plango uulnera stillantibus ocellis quod sua michi munera subtrahit rebellis. Verum est, quod legitur, fronte capillata, sed plerumque sequitur: Occasio calvata. In Fortune solio sederam elatus, prosperitatis uario flore coronatus; quicquid enim florui felix et beatus, nunc a summo corrui gloria priuatus. Fortune rota uoluitur: descendo minoratus; alter in altum tollitur; nimis exaltatus rex sedet in uertice caueat ruinam! nam sub axe legimus Hecubam reginam.

I bemoan the wounds of Fortune with weeping eyes, for the gifts she made me she perversely takes away.
It is written in truth, that she has a fine head of hair, but, when it comes to seizing an opportunity she is bald.
On Fortune's throne, I used to sit, elevated, crownēd with myriad hued flowers of prosperity;
though I may have flourished, happy and blessed, now I fall from the peak deprived of glory.
The wheel of Fortune turns; I descend, demeanēd; another is exalted;
far too high up
the King at the summit - let him fear ruin!
for under the axis is written
Queen Hecuba.

Tuesday, 18 February 2014

Den of thieves without honour. New path.

Dearest Diary,

I have a job interview today. I will get the job, because I am the suitable candidate. Furthermore, I have decided to turn my life about, full-face. I have quit smoking. Ever since my father’s belt went missing (which was his fathers and his fathers) when some rogues came round, I have turned my back on all roguish company. Fair weather friends.

Gung Fu and Hannibal have been thrown out. I am moving upstairs, and will put Orff’s IMPERATRIX FORTVNA MVNDI on the headphones, when they come round. Ronulus will bark. The door will be knocked on and on and on, and I will ignore it. These, are young men, who have never spent any real time on the street (a year or three at most: nothing).

One of their mates has been working at a supermarket as a cleaner for several years now, he was recently caught stealing. I’ve no doubt they’ve had him under close eye for some time, and he repeatedly offended, time and time again. I turn my back on all these rogues. I tread a different path now.

I know two dozen really acutely intellectual people, but none of them, not one, has the will to learn anything. They are ignorant and immature.

Sunday is Church every day, followed by band practice.

Nobody heeds mine words, but I walk, the path, of the lonely ones.

Maximus Mercurius Arachne.

Friday, 14 February 2014

Janus in peacetime: new beginnings.

Dear Diary,

Well, it’s been a while since I’ve spoken with you, dearest of all diaries intimate. Aye. Much has happened. I am writing this in amidst the mightiest most tempestuous storm the Isle of the Mighty has seen since the nineties. Almighty Jove is particularly angry this evening. ’Neath the waxing moon, in a microclimate, here on the coast, much like living on a boat at the mouth of the Cleddau river in Cymru, ere three days have passed, the weather changes. From stormy seas, to more becalmed waters be, tranquil, peaceful, serene. Hang on to your hats.

I jacked my job in. As I spoke to Mr. X about it today, his response to my analysis of the situation was, “They’re taking the piss.” Quite right too. A fiver. Never have I played for so measly a sum. I would rather be lashed with rain, sick from exposure and malnutrition, busking on the street, than be exploited in such a blatant fashion.

Naturally, I’ve taken steps to find work: I have an interview for a job at the Museum. I’ve arranged to give guitar lessons. The young man in question has the modicum of talent required, which needs but nurturing as does an olive-tree. He has the motivation to learn, precious little money to give, but enough (a fiver). Life is tough. Alas, such is the way of the world.

I possibly have a publishing opportunity with a very dear old school chum. I can say no more on this, except that in mind catharsis, I take the dregs of a bad situation, turn it on its head in the tertiary definition, of Antistrophe. Making something good from something evil, turning darkness into light, making the most of an otherwise dire situation.

Good night fair dairy. I shall see you in morning’s early light.

Adieux.

Monday, 10 February 2014

Choice and effect (Study)

No-one pays attention to a hot-dang word I say, which is okay. It’s more than just okay: it’s mighty fine, this way.

Despite ‘cocking up’ pretty majorly recently, at the very least, at least my studies are going well.

I got to thinkin’ ’bout subject matter and mental conditioning as an effect of study. This equally could be applied to life, and not forcibly as purely an effect of socialisation. Take, if you will, the example of a lyric poet, whom stands all day in the street, and sings songs worthwhile to his Muse: love. This person is more likely be monogamous in nature, as a direct effect of having sung lyrical poems about love, in its purest sense.

I met another student the other day, whom has had a complete reversal in opinion and way of thinking, directly as a result of studying a science. This person used to be far more open minded, but now they live in a world of banal constructs, ever limited by logic, and never defying logic.

“The ignorant take ... [symbolic wisdom] literally and build for themselves prison houses of words and with ...speech and ...taunt denounce them who will not join them in the dungeon.”

That’s my thought for the day, and while we’re at it, let’s relish some Sir Thomas Browne.

“...the iniquity of oblivion blindly scattereth her poppy, and deals with the memory of men without distinction to merit perpetuity. Who can but pity the founder of the Pyramids? Herostratus lives that burnt the Temple of Diana, he is almost lost that built it; Time hath spared the Epitaph of Adrian’s horse, confounded that of himself. In vain we compute our felicities by the advantage of our good names, since bad equall durations; and Thersitesis like to live long as Agamemnon, who knows whether the best of men be known? or whether there be not more remarkable persons forgot, then any that stand rememberēd in the known account of time? Without the favour of the everlasting register, the first man had been as unknown as the last, and Methuselahs long life had been his only Chronicle.” - from hydriotaphia.

Friday, 7 February 2014

Lightning

Dear Diary,

My new show went well. I played the best I could and sang my heart out. As a result I was well treated. I may end up playing that place again. In any case I rose to the occasion, played all requests I was asked for, and am booked to play a party or two in the summer.

All is well. I dived back into learning Latin and am gradually working my way through the exercises. I’d hoped to get this chapter out of the way today, but I still have some outstanding in order to work through.

Tomorrow is another gig, the usual, as always it’s uncertain if I’ll play alone or not. In any case, it’s work, and I’m grateful for the opportunity.

A friend is coming down tomorrow. He wants to go to the beach for the storm. This idea is sheer stupidity. I have been blown from my bicycle (nearly into the sea) in winds on the peninsula of Normandie. It is also foolish in the extreme to run around waving your arms in the air during a storm (which he does). The E.M. field we emit is increased considerably when one runs, therefore one is far more likely to be struck. I learned this fact living in the mountains of Le Massif Centrale, where lightning strikes much more often than here.

Monday, 3 February 2014

D-day

Dear Diary,

T-minus six hours until I’m strapped up and spanked by the hallowed halls of the Unseen University. I have made a few surprising discoveries snooping along the trail of ancient Empire. If I did not love the subject matter so much, I would likely have buckled under the strain. Half of it is written, only half to go now. All the pieces are in place, I just need to get it down on paper before sending this bad boy off. Crickey, it is a tough slog.

In the words of one poet, “You think it’s gonna be easy!” and it ain’t.

Pythagorean metempsychosis of the precessional Great Year, don’t fail me now. I stumbled across a lovely quote from Virgil today:

excudent allii spirantia mollius aera (credo equidem), vivos ducent de marmore vultus, orabunt causas melius, caelique meatus describent radio et surgentia sidera dicent. - Aeneid, iv, 857-853.