Fever Pitch - Critical Mass, Decoherentness

Dear Diary,

Yesterday the "plumber" came around to check my tap, which has been leaking for a year. The Landlord is and was aware of this. Nothing has been done about it, until yesterday, where now I can no longer flush the loo, run a bath, nor have any water anywhere except from the tap which was leaking, and has not been fixed. I also have a large hole in the roof, which the Corporation are also aware of. It has been this way all winter. One can actually see their breath it is so cold in here.

So today, rather than give all my wages to the rent, I am going to risk another Court hearing (the suspended Possession Order will be re-enforced) and of course, in addition to the constant threat of eviction from an unscrupulous and uncaring "Landlord", I still have the Liability Order hanging over me, like a cold shroud, threatening to seize all my worldly goods, for Tax arrears.

To top it all off, at work (where I work hard) it was their tenth anniversary the other night. Every single member of staff was offered a drink (the cheapest lager only), all except for me. I was the only one not driving, and yet I was told to leave, while everyone else enjoyed a drink and food. Note, over Christmas and New Year (where I worked every single day) no-one was offered anything of this sort, nor even said so much a Merry Christmas to me.

On the shift previous to that, the guy who does the desserts at work dropped a brownie on the floor (which rarely gets scrubbed) and just picked it up amidst loads of broken porcelain, then put it back on a plate, and served it to a customer. This is supposed to be a "five star" hotel. I am sick and tired of slogging my guts out for these ungrateful feckless people, only to hand every penny I have over to the Landlord and Council, not even being able to eat, get my dog vet treatment, flush the toilet, have a bath, and I also still have a gaping hole in the roof, as it has been for the duration of the coldest winter on record.

I am going to throw the book at them in Court, and dig up all the dirt I can find on them.

I also contemplated losing my life the other day, because the University exclude me from the Classical Studies Society. So, I cannot speak with anybody about Classical Studies, and expect to get an informed coherent response from any of these uneducated bumpkins around here.

I have been through thirteen years of homelessness, strings of broken relationships, all manner of hardships, and never once have I contemplated such drastic measures. Life is a living hell.